I was down with heavt fever for aroung 4 days.Physically and mentally down.Feeling better relatively today.

Its kinda weird I had lost motivation in life..yea in life as in I wanted to achieve nothing It was really a sad state of me.
There should be desires in life to be happy. It might sound little anti Buddha preaching that desire is root cause of sorrow but I felt little different the other day.If there is no desire life becomes useless.

I am still down low under but I hope its just a phase